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starwars: The Clone Wars
FULL EPISODE #4.21
BROTHERS

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Look At Me

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I need you to look me in the eyes... Just say the words I can see you're fighting to keep
bottled up inside... And for the sake of what we have meant to each other... Honey could you please just say it to my face So please always
remember...that on more than one occasion, Ive confessed this love I've felt for you... And I always remembered holding you're face, as I fell
into those majestic, gorgeous eyes of youres...and said I'm willing to bleed for you Im sure you'll never forget the feelings I held inside of my
heart these 3 1/2 years... Just please remember... That I always did the best I could by you, and whatever you might have needed... Whatever
you needed just to be you just to be that girl I'd die for, a million times over... That girl my knees have touched the ground for... That girl, who
I still swear I'm so in love with... Even as I'm not by you're side, holding you're hand so tightly Even though as I'm thinking of you so intently,
it has started to rain... But I will always love you No matter what happens, I will always love you God, I miss you more than I thought I could
miss another person Simonne My sun will always rise and set with you... Even if you're not just down the street anymore Even though now
you're hand is a little more than out of reach

Words By: J Alexander

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She always said she would be someone
Said she would travel round the world
But something has blocked her way
Her diabolic drugs will turn a minor detour into a direction…
Except that's something she would rather not mention right now
She keeps going down the road she always sees inside her dreams…
But the apparition fails to match her beautiful veracity
And when she woke up, the clock said 7:00…
So she turned over and fell right into her verve

Slipping ever so slightly on a disaster in the street, she turns to run away
But she found what it was; she had always sought to keep, in her deepest memories
Right now she's at the station, waiting for the train that will take her so far away
But she feels a hesitation as she looks up in the sky; and sees her lovers face…
She left him in that apartment, her tears dropping to the floor; while she told him everything's going to be ok…
The sound of the train shakes the scene from her mind, as it sway's her thoughts away from his voice in the slightest of ways
Her diabolic drugs could turn a minor detour into a direction…
Except that's something she would rather not mention right now
She keeps going down the streets she constantly sees inside her dreams… But the apparition fails to match her beautiful veracity
And when she awoke again the clock said 10:00…so she stood up to walk away

Words By: J Alexander

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My Life - (How it used to be) Part I -  

One More Night winds down & I find myself alone again
All Alone In this same town, in the same room on my knees and cuffs
Begging the gods to let this end  
I just wish It was still within me to cry
But my tears have fallen victim to an all consuming drought...
Brought on by the depths of so much pain
Residing just under the surface of my face
But I really dont know what to do,
Because all the addictions mixed with this incesant rain...
Makes it so heartbreaking when you cant find a shred of truth in a single word you say
And its a real world reality Ive slept, lived and breathed since my youth
It makes it feel like the perenial change of season every year
Like the knot ever tightening its unrelenquishing grip around the metaphorical noose

All Alone in the same damn fucking place again
Its no wonder I feel like Im an inch away from drowning, in every lie & exaggeration I passed off so I could win
Its easy to understand, if you have walked through the same twisted dark shadows I have...
Perhaps then you could relate to what I have seen with these eyes I call mine
Now you'll have to excuse me but my break was up 10 minutes ago...
And its just about a quarter after nine

Words By:
         *J. Alexander*

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Untitled

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I need to rescue my liberty...
My souls right to breathe
And lately It seems...
I keep misplacing my reality
Over & over again...
Im spinning out of control in designer style
Sitting here for so long, holding on to myself so tight tryng not to cry...
But every night, my heart keeps fracturing and breaking a thousand and one times on the inside
Every second Im without her laugh, with out her smile
Because I know she's gone, but my love for her wont come down, no not for more than a while
So Im always pulled under the tide of her memory, drowning in copious hours of self serving denial
Because every time I close my eyes, its her face I see
And I havent held her in my arms so close for so many nights I just close my eyes and numb the pain...
just like I used to hide away from things when I was a child.

Words By:
J. Alexander
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